I've got to start working on a project. A writing project. I must become inspired. I must stop dragging my feet and instead put the petal to the metal and brainstorm. That's what'll bring me fulfillment, and I know it. Gosh this all sound so elementary, so basic, so obvious, but it's true. If you deny a "calling", some art you can truly lose yourself in, you will become physically sick. That's what my yoga teacher said during the downward dog pose and it stuck with me. Denying yourself your creative expression, your passion, your ability to get lost outside of this tangible world, will make you physically sick. True that.